Life

Life is cruel.

i still could not find anyone who has the mastered the mystery of life. the more, i think about it, the more i feel lost. I think, those who do not think about life, enjoy it to maximum or live life to its fullest.

And those, like me, who try to understand life, always get lost somewhere. Earlier i never believed in destiny or luck, but as life passes by, I start believing in something called destiny, luck.

Whatever we do, whatever we say or how hard we try, all these things put us closer to that state only which is already predefined or which is already supposed to happen at that time. I do not see any escape.

Whatever has to happen, it will happen.

If you believe in "Whatever happens, happens for good" then you are making it easier for yourself. But if you do not believe this, you are just too harsh on you.

Lets the life take you where it wants to. You just keep on doing whatever you want to do. Do not care for the result as it is already defined by your own luck/destiny.

If you want to take it easy on you, lets put everything on god. :)

Duniya mei kitna gham hai :(

Meri Kalam Se Lafz Kho Gaye Shayad,

Aaj Wo Bhi Bewafa Ho Gaye Shayad,

Jab Neend Khuli To Palkon Mein Paani Tha,

Mere Khwab Mujh Pe Hi Ro Gaye Shayad.

Duniya me kitna gham hai, mera gham to kitna kam hai :(

Tired and Dejected

I feel so tired ..... so helpless ...

nobody gonna understand me .. nobody gonna stand beside me ....

nobody is there to listen me ...

kya dard hai ... kya feeling hai ... feeling so depressed .... ser bhi kitna bhari

ho raha hai .... aahhhh ... everyday, its the same now ....

lets see how far i can go with this... don't think i can walk enough...

Dukh

Yeh dukh bhi na yaaroo... mast cheez hai ..... dekhte hi dekhte itna aacha dost ban jaata hai ki pata hi nahi lagta ..... ek sacha dost jo humesha saath rahta hai .... dur nahi jaa paata .... or dekhte hi dekhte yeh dosti itni gehri ho jaati hai ki phir koi todh nahi paata .... balki jab yeh dost dur chala jaata hai to aacha nahi lagta ... paas aate hi phir se ek dousre me gul mil jaate hai ... aadat ho jaati hai ek dousre ki .... yeh dost jab chala jaata hai to lagta hai ki kuch kho gaya hai... or dil ise doondne ko bechain rahta hai ....

yeh dukh bhi na dekho kitne roop de deta hai aadmi ko .... koi khamosh hona seekh jaata hai ... koi chupana seekh jaata hai .. koi muskurana seekh jaata hai .... aab to aisa lagta hai ki yehi saath dega zindagi bhar .. iske bina to aab jeene ka men bhi nahi karta ...

woh ek gazal bhi hai na ....
ye itna jo muskura rahe ho, kya gham hai jisko chupa rahe ho ...

Mei kisi se kisi baat par khafa nahi hu ... balki sukriya un dosto ko , un logo ka , un dushmano ka jinhone mujhe is dost se milwaya ...

Kishore kumar ka ek song bhi hai isi par....
'Yeh aanshuu na kahlate moti, agar tum na hote'

so thanks to all who contributed in one way or the other.

Is it just me ?

why i am always so sad.
is it just me or everyone feel so...
why i am so broken.
is it just me...
why i feel so alone.
is it just me...
why i see mask on everyone' face.
is it just me...
why i find people so mean.
is it just me...
why i always feel life to be so cruel.
is it just me or it happens with everybody out here...